Women and Children First: Bravery, love and fate: the untold story of the doomed Titanic

Women and Children First

They survived the Titanic, but their lives were changed forever…

Gill Paul

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The facts surrounding the sinking of the Titanic are portrayed accurately in this novel, but otherwise it is a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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Dedication

For Ana, Rhuaridh, Barnaby, Harvey and Florence

Contents

Cover

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

Prologue

Reg’s hands were shaking so hard he couldn’t hold the…

PART ONE

Chapter One

It was one in the morning and first-class victualling steward…

Chapter Two

Lady Juliette Mason-Parker knelt on the bathroom floor, acid scorching…

Chapter Three

Annie McGeown sat on the edge of a bunk and…

Chapter Four

Reg lay awake mulling over what he’d seen on the…

Chapter Five

Next morning at breakfast, Reg couldn’t meet Mrs Grayling’s eye,…

Chapter Six

After breakfast Margaret Grayling found a deckchair on the promenade…

Chapter Seven

At luncheon, first-class passengers could choose from a set menu…

Chapter Eight

The stewards were free from the end of lunch service,…

Chapter Nine

By dinner time on Saturday evening, Juliette was restless in…

Chapter Ten

Most tables in the first-class dining saloon seated eight people.

Chapter Eleven

After breakfast on Sunday morning, Annie McGeown went with her…

Chapter Twelve

As passengers began arriving for breakfast on Sunday morning, Reg…

Chapter Thirteen

John was worried about Reg. He seemed distracted on this…

Chapter Fourteen

‘I hope there isn’t some kind of illness being passed…

Chapter Fifteen

The engines had stopped almost immediately, and the silence that…

Chapter Sixteen

Annie McGeown was lying in her bunk unable to get…

Chapter Seventeen

As Reg walked along B Deck, passengers were beginning to…

Chapter Eighteen

When she woke, for a few seconds Juliette couldn’t remember…

Chapter Nineteen

‘Annie? It’s Eileen.’ The words were accompanied by urgent knocking.

Chapter Twenty

Reg walked over to the port side of the boat…

Chapter Twenty-One

A surge of third-class passengers arrived on the boat deck,…

Chapter Twenty-Two

The water came faster than Reg had expected and he…

Chapter Twenty-Three

Annie sat huddled on a bench in Lifeboat 13, so…

Chapter Twenty-Four

As she watched the Titanic sliding beneath the water, Juliette’s…

Chapter Twenty-Five

Reg was shivering convulsively and if it hadn’t been for…

Chapter Twenty-Six

‘Was that a shooting star?’

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Throughout the night, Annie sat still and silent, her chest…

Chapter Twenty-Eight

In the doctor’s consulting room, Reg was stripped of his…

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Annie stood on deck watching until the last lifeboat had…

Chapter Thirty

Juliette found that she couldn’t stop crying. It was humiliating…

Chapter Thirty-One

Reg was badly shaken by his conversation with Annie. He…

Chapter Thirty-Two

The first-and second-class areas on the Carpathia were much smaller…

Chapter Thirty-Three

When Reg opened his eyes, he was momentarily confused to…

Chapter Thirty-Four

Mildred persuaded Annie to share her first-class suite, which had…

Chapter Thirty-Five

Reg returned to the doctor’s surgery to have the bloodied…

PART TWO

Chapter Thirty-Six

Reg was wakened by a man’s voice, an American. ‘If…

Chapter Thirty-Seven

On arrival at New York’s Pier 54, Robert Graham led…

Chapter Thirty-Eight

Reg poured his heart out in the letter to John’s…

Chapter Thirty-Nine

The apartment that Seamus had found for Annie and his…

Chapter Forty

When Juliette told her mother that Robert wanted to take…

Chapter Forty-One

On Sundays, when Reg wasn’t working, he explored the city…

Chapter Forty-Two

‘My goodness! What brings you here?’ Mr Grayling looked startled…

Chapter Forty-Three

A date was set for Juliette and her mother to…

Chapter Forty-Four

Annie found life in Kingsbridge a struggle. The practicalities were…

Chapter Forty-Five

The night following Mr Grayling’s offer of employment, Reg lay…

Chapter Forty-Six

‘It appears to be about two carats.’ Lady Mason-Parker eyed…

Chapter Forty-Seven

Reg was astonished but pleased when he saw a story…

Chapter Forty-Eight

The morning of her departure for Saratoga Springs, Juliette woke…

Chapter Forty-Nine

A couple of days after starting work for Mr Grayling,…

Chapter Fifty

Reg liked to keep busy and there wasn’t much to…

Chapter Fifty-One

Mr Frank came into the kitchen holding a newspaper. ‘Your…

Chapter Fifty-Two

A sign announced ‘Welcome to Saratoga Springs, district of Saratoga…

Chapter Fifty-Three

Reg had very mixed feelings about his flirtation with Molly.

Chapter Fifty-Four

Annie hadn’t realised how hot it would be in New…

Chapter Fifty-Five

Reg let everyone think the cut on his hand was…

Chapter Fifty-Six

‘This is John,’ Molly said, to fill the stunned silence…

Chapter Fifty-Seven

Mr Grayling was in his office. Mr Frank tapped on…

Chapter Fifty-Eight

In Saratoga Springs, the temperature shot up into the nineties…

Chapter Fifty-Nine

Mr Frank insisted that Mr Grayling’s chauffeur drove Reg downtown…

Chapter Sixty

Annie couldn’t stop thinking about the séance and analysing everything…

Chapter Sixty-One

Reg completed the letter to his mother – a simple…

Chapter Sixty-Two

Mr Grayling hadn’t been to the house since the previous…

Chapter Sixty-Three

The days when Juliette could wear a corset were long…

Chapter Sixty-Four

From the first day at the summer house, Molly started…

Chapter Sixty-Five

Father Kelly knocked on the door one morning and asked…

Chapter Sixty-Six

In early August, a storm blew up the Atlantic coast…

Chapter Sixty-Seven

Somewhere in the depths of his brain, Reg became aware…

Chapter Sixty-Eight

Juliette couldn’t stop torturing herself with visions of Robert escorting…

Chapter Sixty-Nine

When Reg awoke, it was daylight outside and the storm…

Chapter Seventy

Juliette scribbled a very simple note: ‘Am in New York…

Chapter Seventy-One

It was getting dark as Reg walked over Brooklyn Bridge.

Chapter Seventy-Two

As soon as Juliette woke the next day, she rang…

Chapter Seventy-Three

Juliette didn’t have time to be nervous as Robert dashed…

Chapter Seventy-Four

Reg didn’t know where to find a police station. In…

Chapter Seventy-Five

Reg had a lot of time to worry while the…

Chapter Seventy-Six

Later that night, George Grayling sat at his desk with…

Chapter Seventy-Seven

As arranged, Robert came to the hotel at six and…

Chapter Seventy-Eight

After the newspaper story about her appeared, Annie was alarmed…

Chapter Seventy-Nine

When Reg turned up at the Cunard Line office to…

Epilogue

Reg and Florence got married a week before Christmas 1912…

TITANIC

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Prologue

Reg’s hands were shaking so hard he couldn’t hold the newspaper still enough to read. He sat on a bunk and smoothed the pages open on the shabby grey blanket, ironing the creases with his hand. Lists of names in tiny type covered the surface, organised into uneven columns of surnames, forenames, the class in which each person had travelled, and finally their country of origin.

Straight away he saw an error: Luigi Gatti was listed as Spanish rather than Italian. How could he trust this list if they could make such a simple mistake? Was anything in it reliable? Abbing, Abbott, Abelson … Ernest Abbott. That must be Ernie who worked in the mess, but they had him down as a third-class passenger. Poor old Ernie.

His finger scrolled down the page. There was Colonel Astor, with the same number of words by his name as anyone else. All that money couldn’t buy him a place on the other, shorter list, the list of survivors. There was Bill, who had slept in the next bunk, and Ethel from the pantry, the one they called Fat Ethel. If only they’d been kinder …

A couple of columns across, at the ‘J’s, his stomach turned over and his heart began pounding hard. It was a most peculiar feeling to see yourself listed as dead. He looked away and refocused his eyes just outside the window where he could see unfurling buds on the topmost branches of a linden tree. Someone was moving around in a greystone office building opposite. He couldn’t make out if it was a man or a woman, but they were holding some papers, which they put down then disappeared from view. For a few minutes he breathed quietly, keeping his head empty, until he felt able to look at the newspaper again.

The first name that appeared before his eyes was ‘Grayling, Margaret, 1st class, American’, and his eyes filled with tears for the generous old woman who had been his favourite passenger. Not even that old: she was probably only in her forties, about the same age as his mum. Then into his head came the peculiar scene he had witnessed between her husband and a striking young girl on the boat deck. Everything in his mind was now divided into ‘before’ and ‘after’, and that had been before: exactly forty-eight hours before the unthinkable happened.

PART ONE

Chapter One

It was one in the morning and first-class victualling steward Reg Parton should have been asleep in his bunk, but a restlessness took him to the ship’s galley where he knew Mr Joughin would be pulling steaming trays of bread out of the ovens. Joughin was a good sort and always ready to slip you a fresh roll or two, especially at this time of night when he’d had a few whiskies. Chief baker was the right job for him, because he liked feeding people.

The ship was almost twelve hours out of Queenstown, on the southern tip of Ireland, and gliding her way across the Atlantic. There was less swell than with any other ship Reg had been on. She was as steady as if you were in your own parlour at home, with only the muffled roar of the engines indicating that you were on the move. The Titanic was a beautiful beast, with everything brand new and sparkling. It was nice being on a maiden voyage – there was the sense of every surface being untouched and pristine, and this ship was the most magnificent he’d ever seen. Woodwork gleamed, chandeliers shot pinpricks of light around the vast salons, and every surface that could possibly be decorated was clad in gilt, mosaic or milky mother-of-pearl.

Reg had been on board for two days and he’d spent all his off-duty time exploring. There were ten separate decks, each almost 300 yards long, joined up by elevators and staircases in hidden corners. Every deck had a different layout of interminable corridors with faceless doors and he’d got lost more times than he could count. It would take months to get to know this ship properly. He doubted anyone knew it from bow to stern, except maybe the designers. Mr Andrews, the chief designer, was on board and was often seen wandering the decks making notes in a little notebook.

Reg burnt the roof of his mouth on the hot roll and swore.

‘That’s what you get for being a gannet,’ Mr Joughin remarked in his broad Birkenhead accent.

Reg ran to the sink to pour a glass of water, and while he was drinking, Second Officer Lightoller put his head round the door.

‘Tea and biscuits for the bridge, Mr Joughin.’ He didn’t so much as glance at Reg.

‘Right you are, sir.’

Lightoller disappeared and Mr Joughin began to set a tea tray. ‘Where’s that bloody Fred when you need him? He went for a fag half an hour ago and hasn’t come back. Who’s going to take this tray?’

‘I’ll do it!’ Reg nearly jumped with excitement. ‘Please let me.’ He was dying to see the bridge with all its gleaming, state-of-the-art equipment. Maybe Captain Smith would even be there.

‘It’s not your place,’ Joughin grumbled. ‘It should be Fred.’

‘But Fred’s not here. They won’t even notice who brings their tea. Let me do it.’

‘Go on with you, then.’

Reg took the elevator up to the boat deck and walked to the short flight of steps that led up to the bridge. The moon was waning, the night was so black there was no dividing line between sea and sky, and the few stars were distant dots in some other galaxy. Onboard lights had been turned to a dim glow as the 1,300 passengers slept below. The steps were slippery with salt spray and Reg took them slowly so as not to slosh tea from the pot.

When he entered the bridge, he was disappointed to see that it wasn’t the captain on duty but another officer, one he didn’t recognise, who was standing alone by the wheel gazing out at the ocean ahead.

‘Put it down there,’ he said, without looking round, just pointing vaguely.

Reg had hoped he might be able to get into conversation and ask questions about the function of all the fancy modern buttons and levers and dials, but there was no encouragement to friendliness in the square set of the officer’s shoulders.

‘Thank you, sir,’ Reg said before turning to leave. If it had been Captain Smith, he could have asked his questions. He’d sailed under the captain two years earlier, had been his personal dining steward on the voyage, and he’d found the grizzly-bearded old man to be a genial, fatherly sort. Whenever he was dining on his own, he’d been happy to answer questions about the propellers and bulkheads and top speed of the ship. He loved his ships, and encouraged Reg’s boyish curiosity.

Reg stopped just outside the bridge to examine the sextant, with which the captain checked the ship’s position at noon every day, then he gazed down the length of the vessel, past the huge funnels and towards the stern. It was a floating hotel, like the Ritz at sea. Of course, he’d never been to the Ritz Hotel, never even been to London, but he’d read all about it in the papers when it had opened six years earlier. The upper classes went there to sip tea in the opulent Palm Court, among real palm trees. Even King George was sometimes glimpsed there. One day Reg would like to visit, he thought, but in the meantime, they had their very own Palm Court and Verandah Restaurant on the Titanic and it too had real palm trees in exotic wooden tubs. No detail had been spared; there was nothing but the best for their well-heeled clientele.

A movement caught his eye and he turned to see a girl standing behind one of the lifeboats, right next to the railing. Her back was to him but he could see that she was very slim, with copper hair secured by a diamond clasp, and wearing a shimmery white dress. She was holding something bulky and brown and, if he wasn’t mistaken, furry. Could it be an animal, perhaps a pet dog? It seemed rather large for that.

She turned and Reg shrank back, not wanting to be caught staring, but she didn’t once glance up towards the bridge. She was gazing beyond the lifeboat towards the entrance to the Grand Staircase and shifting her weight from foot to foot as if she were agitated about something. Suddenly she turned back towards the ocean, lifted her brown bundle and tossed it high into the air, right over the railing. Reg jumped in horror and opened his mouth to yell, the thought that it might be a dog foremost in his mind, but as it flapped in the air he saw that it was a coat. A fur coat. It seemed to float in slow motion, caught on an ocean breeze, before disappearing from view.

Why would anyone do that? It was a gesture of such extravagant abandon that he was struck dumb.

The girl glanced over her shoulder, presumably to check whether anyone had witnessed her bizarre behaviour. In the lamplight, her face was small and exquisite, like a flawless china doll. She had diamond earrings to match her hair clasp, and her robe plunged open at the front in quite the most revealing manner Reg had ever seen on an upper-class lady.

Yet, there was no doubt that she was upper class. Everything about her seemed genteel and expensive, and the gown was cinched in around a waist so tiny Reg felt sure he could have linked his hands round it.

‘She’s perfect,’ he thought to himself. ‘Truly perfect.’ But what was she up to? She took a step towards the Grand Staircase, then turned back again as if not sure what to do for the best. She leaned against the railing and bent over to look at the ocean 75 feet below. Reg took an instinctive step towards her. Was she planning to jump? Or just trying to see where her coat had landed? Should he rush over and be ready to grab her if she started to climb the railing? She would die instantly on impact with the water. That tiny neck would snap as surely as if she had leapt off a ten-storey building and hit the pavement below.

He stood, torn by indecision. What if she leapt and he didn’t get there in time to stop her because he’d been too busy gawping? He’d feel terrible, knowing he could have prevented it. Should he make some kind of sound so she knew he was there? He could approach and ask if he might fetch anything for her. He rehearsed the words in his head. ‘Good evening, ma’am. May I be of assistance?’

She turned again and just at that moment, Reg noticed a figure coming up the Grand Staircase and emerging onto the deck. He walked past a lamp and Reg saw that it was Mr Grayling, an American gentleman whose table he waited on in the first-class dining saloon. He could easily have spotted Reg hovering on the steps to the bridge, but he didn’t look that way. Instead, he strode directly towards the lifeboat where the girl was waiting. As she saw him approach, she gave a little cry, ran towards him, and threw herself into his arms. Her tiny white figure was enveloped in his large, dark-suited one.

Mr Grayling held her close for a while then he leaned back to cup her chin in his hands. He said something to her, but Reg could only catch the word ‘sorry’, before he bent to kiss her full on the mouth. She raised her pale, thin arms around his neck, while he placed a protective hand in the small of her back. It was a posture so intimate Reg knew that they had to be lovers, and not just new lovers. There was a familiarity about their passion. Perhaps they had been apart for some time and this was their reunion.

An awful fact nagged at Reg’s brain as he stood watching. Mr Grayling was married to a woman Reg knew and liked, who was with him on this trip. He’d waited on Mrs Grayling on a Mediterranean cruise the previous year, when she’d been travelling with a woman friend, and they’d had several friendly conversations. Reg had been touched that she remembered him this time and professed herself delighted to see him once more. She was nicer than any other passenger in first class, where familiarity with the staff was somewhat frowned upon. How could Mr Grayling betray her? What kind of a man would bring his mistress onto the same ship as his wife?

The lovers slipped in behind the lifeboat, still caught up in their embrace, and Reg decided he had best get a move on before he was spotted. They wouldn’t be at all pleased if they thought they were being spied upon. He knew to his cost that if a first-class passenger made a complaint against a steward it would always be believed, no matter how unjust the circumstances. On his last voyage, an elderly gentleman had lost a silver cigar case and accused Reg of stealing it. His belongings were searched and of course it wasn’t found. It finally turned up under a table in the smoking room, but Reg knew the incident was recorded in his particulars at the White Star Line office. He’d seen it with his own eyes when he signed on for this voyage. There was an indelible shadow on his record because of it. He’d protested indignantly to the secretary at the employment office but was told it was just a record of an event, and nothing would make them remove it.

Reg stamped his foot on the step and walked down with a heavy footfall, so no one could accuse him of sneaking around. At the bottom of the steps he turned left towards the port side of the ship so as not to pass Mr Grayling and the girl, who were on the starboard. When he reached the Grand Staircase, he didn’t look back but hurried down. He caught the elevator to D deck, said good night to the night shift operator, then descended a further flight of stairs to Scotland Road, a corridor stretching half the length of the ship, where he had a berth in a dormitory with twenty-seven other saloon stewards. It was one-thirty, and he had precisely four hours to sleep before it was time to get up and prepare for breakfast service.