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The Undoing of Daisy Edwards

Marguerite Kaye

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Table of Contents

Cover

Back Cover Copy

Title Page

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

About the Author

Extract

Copyright Page

Chapter One

London, October, 1923

Dominic

The telephone rang at two in the morning. Constable Durning was as apologetic as ever. He probably thought he was getting me out of my bed, but it was one of those nights when I knew better than to try to sleep. Three times in a fortnight. The man was certainly earning his retainer. But even though it took me less than half an hour to get to the police station, by the time I arrived, Grace had left.

‘I’m sorry, Mr Harrington, but there was nothing we could do to hold her. Miss Harrington wasn’t actually arrested this time,’ Constable Durning told me, looking distinctly uncomfortable.

‘Then why did you call me?’ I hadn’t been sleeping, I hadn’t even been trying to work, but that didn’t mean I was happy to be dragged out on one of those dank foggy London nights on a fool’s errand.

‘Miss Harrington insisted,’ Durning said.

He looked absurdly young tonight, far too young for his uniform. He reminded me of Jeremy, except that Jeremy would have been nearer thirty than twenty by now, and the constable, with his baby-smooth face, would have been far too young to go to war and get himself killed. Born too late, some of the post-war generation said about themselves, as if it was a bad thing. As if they had missed out on something. They had no idea.

The constable selected a key from the board, beckoning me to follow him. ‘I thought my sister had left,’ I said, my feet automatically taking the familiar route to the cells regardless.

He unlocked the door. ‘She did, sir, but she said that you would take care of this.’

‘This’ was a woman. Lying on the wooden-slatted bed, her cheek resting on her folded hands, her long, slim legs curled up, she was out cold. ‘What the hell did Grace expect me to…’

But the constable was already heading back to the desk, and it was obvious what Grace expected me to do, though why my dear little sister decided not to hang around to tell me…

I sighed, because the answer to that was obvious, too. Grace knew better than to give me options. The woman on the bare bed sighed deeply. She was dressed in something gold that shimmered in the dingy light, clinging to her form, more like molten metal than fabric. She was slim, they all seem to be slim these days, but there was nothing in the least boyish about her shape. I noticed that, and I surprised myself by noticing. Breasts. Hips. An enticing dip at her waist. There was a sleek curve to her calves that made me want to run my hands over them. Silk stockings. Gold shoes. Her clothes screamed haute couture. And money.

On closer inspection it was clear that she was older than Grace and the wild group of Bright Young Things my sister tore around London with. Her lips were painted scarlet. A bright slash of colour in her perfectly pale face, there was something lush about those lips, something almost succulent. Long, sooty dark eyelashes. A smooth cap of hair that looked shiny blue-black in the dim light. She was like a very beautiful effigy, save that no statue had ever had the effect she was having on me. No woman, either, not for a long time. Before…

But I made a point of not thinking about before, not now I was living the after. For so long I’d been sure there never would be an after. It was what I’d wanted more than anything back then. But now that I had it—be careful what you wish for, my mother used to say. One of the few things she ever said that was right. She’d be appalled if she knew how her daughter was behaving. Not that Grace would give a damn. Not that Grace seemed to give a damn about anything. One of the things we have in common.

The woman on the bench began to stir. She sat up. She moved like water. Her eyes were huge. They looked black, though they couldn’t be. She was what they call a stunner. And she was what I’d call stunned. Pupils dilated and totally vacant, eyes unblinking. ‘I don’t suppose you have any idea where you are?’ I asked.

No response.

‘Or what your name is?’

‘I need to go home,’ she said.

Her voice was husky, but her pronunciation was quite clear.

‘If you’ll tell me where that is, I’ll take you.’

A vacant look. I could have left her. She was nothing to me. Of course, Grace wasn’t nothing to me. Speaking honestly, though, it wasn’t for Grace that I put my arm around her. There was something—broken, fragile, lost?—in the woman’s face that I recognised. She staggered against me as I helped her along the corridor that smelt—mostly—of bleach, while she smelt of something much more exotic and infinitely feminine, which my contrary body liked a lot.

‘Do you have her bag, her effects?’ I asked Constable Durning. But he shook his head. No hat, no coat, and there were obviously no pockets in that slinky dress she wore. She began to slither down to the floor. ‘I don’t even know her name,’ I said, fumbling for a douceur.

The policeman pocketed my note expertly. ‘Very funny,’ he said.

Her legs gave way and I caught her, hefting her over my shoulder. I must have looked confused, because the constable stopped smirking. ‘You really don’t recognise her?’ he said, looking quite incredulous. ‘Surely you must? She’s one of the most famous women in London. On of those actress sisters, Daisy Edwards.’

Daisy

I thought at first I was dreaming, only my dreams usually brought me out in a cold sweat, had me falling and falling, or running, or landing with a crash, and this one—I lay there, eyes tight shut, trying to find the right word, but not trying too hard, because I didn’t want to wake up.

This dream made me feel safe.

As soon as the word popped into my head, I realised that if I was thinking about it I couldn’t be asleep, and I stopped feeling safe—if that’s really what I had been feeling—and my heart took up its usual just-awake hammering and my eyes flew open, and then my heart just about stopped as it became clear that safe was the last thing I was.

No matter how many martinis I had, I had never before failed to get myself home. This definitely wasn’t home, and I’d had—I counted—two, three martinis at most, which, to someone who had grown as accustomed to them as I had in the last few years, was practically nothing.

I tried not to move, though all my instincts were to run, but he seemed to be asleep, the man I was in bed with—and I really, really didn’t want to wake him up. He was lying on his back, his face turned away from me, towards the wall. He had on a shirt and trousers. And I…

The jet beads that looked so fantastic on the black lace insets of my gold Lanvin dress were digging into my back, but I was still wearing the thing. And everything else. I wiggled my toes. Everything, save for my shoes.

So he hadn’t even tried. I felt curiously insulted, which was strange, because that was the last thing I wanted. Though as I leaned over just the tiniest fraction to take a look at him, I was taken aback to discover my body and my mind didn’t quite agree.

He wasn’t handsome, not in that classic, smooth way of Douglas Fairbanks or Rudolph Valentino. It was difficult to tell his age, but I reckoned he must be somewhere between thirty and thirty-five. Dark brown hair that looked as if it might wave if it weren’t so short. A swarthy complexion, and even in his sleep there were lines furrowing between those thick brows. A strong nose. A strong face. He looked like a hard man, or he would, were it not for that mouth with its full bottom lip and its intriguing little curl at the corners.

I eased back, the better to take a measure of his body, without really allowing myself to register that’s what I was doing. A sprinkling of hair at his throat, where his shirt was open. A strong body to match his face. Muscled. He was the kind of man you’d see in one of those films of Poppy’s striding across the screen to scoop the heroine up in his arms. You’d be safe there, I thought, with your head on one of those broad shoulders.

Safe. That word again. I didn’t like the idea that it was this man who’d crept into my dreams, so I dragged my eyes away from him to survey my surroundings instead. The room was very masculine, all pale walls and dark furniture. Stark and modern. Clean lines, uncluttered, functional and discreetly expensive. How the hell had I got here?

I was light-headed. My brain was all sharp edges. When I eased back the sheet and slowly, carefully, began to sit up, I had the most awful feeling. Like first-night nerves. That dreadful sense of anticipation and premonition, as if you’re about to step into an abyss. I remembered the party, a flash in my head like a photograph with sound, and the dread deepened. Surely I hadn’t been so stupid?

But I was pretty certain that I had. Biting my lip, I edged out of the bed. The man didn’t stir. My feet touched the soft, pale carpet, and I ran for the door.

* * *

I made it as far as the bathroom, since I didn’t have any shoes, or any money for a taxi-cab either, and I sat on the edge of a huge bath, shaking. In the theatre, people do all sorts of things to calm their nerves and enhance their performance. The white powder in those slim little boxes worn like jewellery these days, that was one way. I’d never tried it. It wasn’t just that I found the whole process of sniffing it off-putting; I wasn’t too sure about the result. Martinis softened the edges of the world and gave a slow slide into oblivion. It seemed to me that white powder had the opposite effect. Why take something that makes the world seem like a brighter place when it’s not?

But last night I’d been just desperate enough to try. It wasn’t work. I never need anything to help me with my work. Nerves are what makes an actress. But after. It was his birthday, you see. Mine, too. It was one of those odd coincidences that Anthony took as a sign when we first met. He was a great one for signs. I turned twenty-nine yesterday. My husband would have been thirty-one. I celebrated with a needle full of cocaine. And just my luck, of course, that rather than making my world sparkle, it made it black. One of my so-called friends helped me to inject it, and after that I don’t remember a thing.

I felt surprisingly well, physically. Anything could have happened. My stomach clenched into a knot then, not with fear, but the opposite, whatever that is. When the cold of that needle pricked my skin, that’s what I’d wanted. Anything. Anything to make me feel something, no matter how bad. And all I’d got was oblivion.

No, that wasn’t true. There was one of those stupid treasure hunts, and I was in a car. And then I was in the street refusing to get back into the car. And then—and then really nothing. I had no idea how I’d got here or who the man in the bed was. But I’d spent the night with him and he hadn’t touched me, and suddenly that wasn’t an insult but extremely reassuring.

I got up and stared at myself in the huge mirror over the wash-basin. Washed clean of powder and lipstick, I looked like a ghost, all white cheeks and big black pools for eyes. I wasn’t beautiful, Poppy is the beauty of the family, but there’s something about the way my face is put together that fits with the fashion. I ran my fingers through what was left of my hair. Anthony would have hated it, but I liked it. They cut it with a razor. I never had it shingled; I preferred it straight. Sharp edges.

People found me intimidating. Some men saw me as a challenge. It wasn’t deliberate, on my part. When Anthony was killed, I simply stopped thinking about that sort of thing. But staring at myself in the mirror, I realised that was a bit of a fib. In dreams, sometimes, recently, those thoughts had been there, and I’d wake up with that particular ache. Watching the faint flush of colour creep up the pale skin of my throat, I couldn’t deny that it was there now. And thinking about that man in the bed, I couldn’t deny it had been there when I’d woken up, too.

What was it about him? Was it that he hadn’t touched me? That he’d slept, fully clothed, beside me, quite indifferent to the charms that so many men would have found irresistible—if sales of those stupid picture postcards were to be believed. But I doubted it was more than the novelty value. Sisters. Poppy and Daisy. The contrast of my dark hair and her blond. That, and the fact that Poppy really was a beauty.

There was a tin of tooth powder on the shelf above the sink. I took some, using my finger as a brush. Today was the first day of my thirtieth year. I’d been a widow for nearly six, which was three times longer than I’d been a wife. Anthony was dead. So many of them were dead. And I might as well be. If I could only prove that I wasn’t.