This couldnât be happening.
She couldnât really be kissing the chief of police.
No, it was real enough. She seemed hyper-aware of each of her senses. He tasted of cocoa and hot male and he smelled like laundry soap and starch and a very sexy aftershave with wood and musk notes. As she had expected, Trace Bowman kissed like a man who knew exactly how to cherish a woman, who would make sure she always felt safe and cared for in his arms. He explored her mouth as if he wanted to taste every millimeter of it and wouldnât rest until he knew every single one of her secrets.
RAEANNE THAYNE finds inspiration in the beautiful northern Utah mountains, where she lives with her husband and three children. Her books have won numerous honours, including RITA® nominations from Romance Writers of America and a Career Achievement award from RT Book Reviews magazine. RaeAnne loves to hear from readers and can be reached through her website at www.raeannethayne.com.
Dear Readers,
I donât know about you, but Christmas at my house is all about easy. With a packed calendar of parties, shopping, wrapping and generalized chaos, I try to find the simplest ways to do things while still enjoying some favorite traditions. This recipe is perfect for those of you who (like me!) love homemade candy but not all the fuss. All my best to you and yours this joyous season.
Easy Vanilla Microwave Caramels
4 tablespoons butter 1 cup brown sugar ½ cup corn syrup 2/3 cup sweetened condensed milk 1 teaspoon vanilla butter (for greasing pan) nonstick aluminum foil or parchment paper wax paper, cut into 4-5 inch squares
Butter an 8x8-inch pan. Line the pan with nonstick foil or parchment paper, folding any excess over the outside edges; set aside. Mix the butter, brown sugar and corn syrup in a microwave-safe glass bowl or measuring cup. Microwave on high for two minutes. Stir mixture and return to microwave for two minutes longer. Add 2/3 cup sweetened condensed milk and stir well. Microwave three and a half more minutes. Remove from microwave and stir in 1 tsp vanilla. Pour into prepared pan, scraping any residue from the sides of the bowl. Set aside and let cool to room temperature. When the caramel is cooled, remove liner from the pan. Cut into approximately 1 inch squares with a well-buttered knife. Butter your hands well, then place one caramel in the middle of a wax paper square. Roll it into a cylinder, then twist the ends. Store the wrapped candies in a cool, dry place.
RaeAnne
To Sarah Stone, our angel, for a year full of adventure. We canât thank you enough!
Much as he loved Pine Gulch, Trace Bowman had to admit his town didnât offer its best impression in the middle of a cold, gray rain that leached the color and personality from it.
Even the Christmas decorationsâwhich still somehow could seem magical and bright to his cynical eye when viewed on a snowy December eveningâsomehow came off looking only old and tired in the bleak late-November morning light as he parked his patrol SUV in front of The Gulch, the diner that served as the townâs central gathering place.
That sleety rain dripping from the eaves and awnings of the storefronts would be snow by late afternoon, he guessed. Maybe earlier. This time of yearâthe week after Thanksgivingâin Pine Gulch, Idaho, in the western shadow of the Tetons, snow was more the norm than the exception.
He yawned and rotated his neck to ease some of the tightness and fatigue. After three days of double shifts, he was ready to head for his place a few blocks away, throw a big, thick log on the fire and climb into bed for the next week or so.
Food first. Heâd eaten a quick sandwich for dinner around 6:00 p.m. More than twelve hoursâand the misery of dealing with a couple of weather-related accidentsâlater and he was craving one of Lou Archuletaâs sumptuous cinnamon rolls. Sleep could wait a half hour for him to fill up his tank.
He walked in and was hit by a welcome warmth and the smell of frying bacon and old coffee. From the tin-stamped ceiling to the row of round swivel seats at the old-fashioned counter, The Gulch fit every stereotype of the perfect small-town diner. The place oozed tradition and constancy. He figured if he moved away for twenty years, The Gulch would seem the same the moment he walked back through the doors.
âMorning, Chief!â Jesse Redbear called out from the booth reserved for the dinerâs regulars.
âHey, Jesse.â
âChief.â
âChief.â
Greetings assailed him from the rest of the booth, from Mick Malone and Sal Martinez and Patsy Halliday. He could probably have squeezed into their corner booth but he still headed for an empty stool at the counter.
He waved at them all and continued his quick scan of the place, an old habit from his days as a military MP that still served him well. He recognized everyone in the room except for a couple he thought might be staying at the hotel and a girl reading a book in the corner. She looked to be his niece, Destryâs, age and he had to wonder what a nine-year-old girl was doing by herself at The Gulch at 7:30 a.m. on a school day.
Then he noticed a slender woman standing at one of the back booths with an order pad in her hand. Since when did The Gulch have a new waitress? Heâd been busy working double shifts after the wife of one of his men had a baby and he hadnât been in for a week or two, but last he knew, Donna Archuleta, the wife of the owner, seemed to handle the breakfast crowd fine on her own. Maybe she was finally slowing down now that sheâd hit seventy.
âHey, Chief,â Lou Archuleta, Donnaâs husband and the cook, called out from behind the grill before Trace could ask Donna about the solitary girl or the new waitress. âLong night?â
How did Lou know heâd been working all night? Was he wearing a sign or something? Maybe the man just figured it out from his muddy boots and the exhaustion he was pretty sure was probably stamped on his features.
âIt was a rough one. That freezing rain always keeps us hopping. Iâve been helping the state police out on the highway with a couple of weather-related accidents.â
âYou ought to be home in bed catching up.â Donna, skinny and feisty, flipped a cup over and poured coffee into it for him. The last thing he needed was caffeine when he wanted to be asleep in about five minutes from now, but he decided not to make an issue of it.
âThatâs my plan, but I figured Iâd sleep better on a full stomach.â
âYou want your regular?â she asked in her raspy ex-smokerâs voice. âWestern omelet and a stack?â
He shook his head. âNo stack. Iâm in the mood for one of Louâs sweet rolls this morning. Any left?â
âI think I can find one or two for our favorite man in blue.â
âThanks.â
He eased his tired bones onto a stool and caught a better look at the new waitress. She was pretty and slender with dark hair pulled back in a haphazard sort of ponytail. More curious than he probably should be, he noted her white blouse seemed to be tailored and expensive. The hand holding a coffeepot was soft-looking with manicured nails.
What was someone in designer jeans doing serving coffee at The Gulch?
And not well, he noted as she splattered Maxwell House over the lip of Ronny Haskellâs coffee cup. Ronny didnât seem to mind. He just smiled, somewhere in the vicinity of her chest region.
âDo you want something else to drink?â Donna asked him, apparently noticing he hadnât lifted his cup.
He gave her a rueful smile. âTo be honest, I need sleep more than caffeine today. A small orange juice will do me.â
âI should have thought about that. One OJ coming up.â
She headed toward the small grill window to give his order to her husband and returned a minute later with his juice. Her hand shook a little as she set it down and he noted more signs of how Donna and Lou were both growing older. Maybe thatâs why theyâd added a server to help with the breakfast crowd.
âBusy morning,â he commented to Donna when she came back with the sweet roll, huge and gooey and warm.
âLet me tell you something. Iâve survived my share of Pine Gulch winters,â she said. âIn my experience, gloomy days like this make people either want to hunker down at home by themselves in front of the fire or seek out other people. Guess weâve got more of the latter today.â
The new waitress eased up to the window and tentatively handed an order to Lou before heading back to take the order of a couple of new arrivals.
âWhoâs the new blood?â he asked with a little head jerk in her direction.
Donna stopped just short of rolling her eyes. âNameâs Parsons. Rebecca Parsons. But heaven forbid you make the mistake of calling her Becky. Itâs Becca. Apparently she inherited old Wally Taylorâs place. His granddaughter, I guess.â
That was news to Trace. He narrowed his gaze at the woman, suddenly put off. Wally had never spoken of a granddaughter. She sure hadnât been overflowing with concern for the old man. In his last few years, Trace had just about been his neighborâs only visitor. If he hadnât made a practice of checking on him a couple of times a week, Wally might have gone weeks without seeing another living soul.
Trace had been the first to find out that heâd passed away. When Trace hadnât seen him puttering around his yard for a couple of days or out with his grumpy mutt, Grunt, heâd stopped by to check and found him dead in his easy chair with the Game Show Network still on, Grunt whining at his feet.
Apparently his granddaughter had been too busy to come visit him but she hadnât blinked at moving in and taking over his house. It would serve her right if he dropped Grunt off for her. Lord knew he didnât need a grouchy, grieving, hideously ugly dog underfoot.
âThat her kid?â he asked Donna.
She cast a quick look toward the booth where the girl was still engrossed in whatever she was reading. âYeah. Fancy French name. Gabrielle. I told Becca the girl could spend an hour or so here before school starts, long as she behaves. This is her second morning here and she hasnât looked up from her book, not even to say thank-you when I fixed her a hot chocolate with extra whipped cream, on the house.â
She seemed to take that as a personal affront and he had to smile. âKids these days.â
Donna narrowed her gaze at his cheek. âIâm just saying. Somethingâs not right there.â
âOrder up,â Lou called. âChiefâs omeletâs ready.â
Donna headed back to the window and grabbed his breakfast and slid it expertly onto the counter. âYou know where to find the salt and pepper and the salsa. But of course you wonât need anything extra.â
She headed off to take care of another customer and he dug into his breakfast. In the mirror above the counter, he had a perfect view of the new waitress as she scrambled around the diner. In the time it took him to finish his breakfast, he saw her mess up two orders and pour regular instead of decaf in old Bob Whitleyâs cup despite his doctorâs orders that he had to ease up on the real stuff.
Oddly, she seemed to be going out of her way to avoid even making eye contact with him, though he thought he did intercept a few furtive glances in his direction. He ought to introduce himself. It was the polite thing to do, not to mention that he liked to make sure new arrivals to his town knew the police chief was keeping an eye out. But he wasnât necessarily inclined to be friendly to someone who could let a relative die a lonely death with only his farty, bad-tempered dog for company.
Fate took the decision out of his hands a moment later when the waitress fumbled the tray she was using to bus the table just adjacent to him. A couple of juice glasses slid off the edge and shattered on the floor.
âOh, drat,â the waitress exclaimed under her breath. The wimpy swear word almost made him smile. Only because he was so damn tired, he told himself.
On impulse, he unfolded himself from the barstool. âNeed a hand?â he asked.
âThank you! I â¦â She lifted her gaze from the floor to his jeans and then raised her eyes. When she identified him her hazel eyes turned from grateful to unfriendly and cold, as if heâd somehow thrown the glasses at her head.
He also thought he saw a glimmer of panic in those interesting depths, which instantly stirred his curiosity like cream swirling through coffee.
âIâve got it, Officer. Thank you.â Her voice was several degrees colder than the whirl of sleet outside the windows.
Despite her protests, he knelt down beside her and began to pick up shards of broken glass. âNo problem. Those trays can be slippery.â
This close, he picked up the scent of her, something fresh and flowery that made him think of a mountain meadow on a July afternoon. She had a soft, lush mouth and for one brief, insane moment, he wanted to push aside that stray lock of hair slipping from her ponytail and taste her. Apparently he needed to spend a lot less time working and a great deal more time recreating with the opposite sex if he could have sudden random fantasies about a woman he wasnât even inclined to like, pretty or not.
âIâm Trace Bowman. You must be new in town.â
She didnât answer immediately and he could almost see the wheels turning in her head. Why the hesitancy? And why that little hint of unease he could see clouding the edges of her gaze? His presence was obviously making her uncomfortable and Trace couldnât help wondering why.
âYes. Weâve been here a few weeks,â she finally answered.
âI understand your grandfather was Wally Taylor.â
âApparently.â She spoke in a voice as terse and cool as the freezing rain.
âOld Wally was an interesting guy. Kept to himself, mostly, but I liked him. You could always count on Wally not to pull any punches. If he had an opinion about something, you found out about it.â
âI wouldnât know.â She avoided his gaze, her voice low. He angled his head, wondering if he imagined sudden sadness in her eyes. What was the story here? He thought he remembered hearing years ago that Wally had been estranged from his only son. If that was the case, Trace supposed it wasnât really fair to blame the sonâs daughter for not maintaining a relationship with the old codger.
Maybe he shouldnât be so quick to judge the woman until he knew her side of things. Until he had reason to think otherwise, he should be as friendly to her as he would be to anyone else new in his town.
âWell, Iâm just up the road about four lots, in the white house with the cedar shake roof, if you or your daughter need help with anything.â
She flashed a quick look toward the girl, still engrossed in her book. âThank you. Very neighborly of you, Chief. Iâll keep that in mind. And thank you for your help with my mess. Eventually I hope to stop feeling like an idiot here.â
âYouâre welcome.â He smiled as he picked up the last shard of glass and set it on her tray.
She didnât return his smile but he wanted to think she had lost a little of her wariness as she hurried away to take care of her tray and pick up another order from Lou at the grill window.
Definitely a story there. He just might need to dig a little into her background to find out why someone with fine clothes and nice jewelry who so obviously didnât have experience as a waitress would be here slinging hash at The Gulch. Was she running away from someone? A bad marriage? An abusive husband?
Now that the holidays were in full swing, the uptick in domestic-disturbance calls made that sort of thing a logical possibility. He didnât like to think about it. That young girl looked too bright and innocent to have to face such ugliness in her life. So did the mother, for that matter.
Rebecca Parsons. Becca. Not Becky. An intriguing woman. It had been a long time since one of those had crossed his path here in Pine Gulch.
He sipped at his juice and watched her deliver the plate of eggs and bacon to Jolene Marlow. A moment later she was back at the window, telling Lou apologetically that the customer had asked for sausage and she hadnât written it down.
âShe ever done this before?â Trace asked Donna with a jerk of his head toward Becca, as the other woman passed by on her way to refill another customerâs cup.
Donna sighed. âI donât think so. Iâm sure sheâll pick up on it a little better any minute now.â She frowned at him. âDonât you be giving her a hard time, pullinâ your âIâm just looking out for my townâ routine. I get the feeling sheâs had a rough go of things lately.â
âWhat makes you think?â
Donna cast a look to make sure Becca and the girl were both out of earshot before she lowered her voice. âShe came in here three days ago practically begging for a job. Said she just needed something to tide her over for a few weeks and asked if she could work over the holidays for us. Smart girl knew to hit Lou up for the job instead of me. She must have seen he was the softy around here.â
Trace decided he would be wise to keep his mouth shut about his opinions on that particular topic. Donna probably didnât need reminding about all the free meals she gave out to anyone who looked down on his luck or the vast quantities of food she regularly donated to the senior-citizens center for their weekly luncheons.
âJust be nice to her, okay? You were friendly with Wally, about the only one in town who could say that.â
âHe died alone with only that butt-ugly dog for company. Where was this granddaughter?â
Donna patted his shoulder in a comforting sort of way, giving her raspy smokerâs cough. âI know Wally and his boy had a terrible falling-out years ago. You canât blame the granddaughter for that. If Wally blamed the girl for not visiting him, he never would have left his house to her, donât you think?â
Donna was right, damn it, as she so often was. He supposed he really would have to be a good neighbor to her and not just give lip service to the phrase.
That particular term made him think about her lips once more, lush and full and very kissable. He gave an inward groan. He really needed to go home and get some sleep if he was going to sit here and fantasize about a woman who might very well be married, for all he knew.
The chief of police. Just what she needed.
Becca hurried from table to table, refilling coffee and water, taking away plates, doing every busywork she could think of so she wouldnât have to interact with the gorgeous man who passed for the Pine Gulch long arm of the law.
It didnât seem right somehow. Why couldnât Trace Bowman be some kind of stereotype of a fat old guy with a paunch and a leering eye and a toothpick sticking out of the corner of his mouth? Instead he was much younger than she might have expected the chief of police to be, perhaps only mid-thirties. With brown hair and those piercing green eyes and a slow heartbreaker of a smile, he was masculine and tough and very, very dangerous, at least to her.
She should not have this little sizzle of awareness pulsing through her every time she risked another look at him. Police. Chief. Did she need any other reason to stay far, far away from Trace Bowman?
With habits ingrained from childhood, she catalogued all she had picked up about him from their brief encounter. He either worked or played hard, judging by the slight red streaks in his eyes, the circles under them and the general air of fatigue that seemed to weigh down his shoulders. Since he was still in uniform and his boots were mud-splattered, she was willing to bet it was the former.
He probably wasnât marriedâor at least he didnât wear a wedding ring. She was voting on single status for Pine Gulchâs finest. If he had a wife, wouldnât it be logical heâd be going home for a home-cooked breakfast and maybe a quickie after a long night instead of coming into the diner? It was always possible he had a wife who was a professional and too busy to arrange her schedule around her husbandâs, but he gave off a definite unmarried vibe.
He didnât seem particularly inclined to like her. She might have wondered why not if he hadnât made that comment about being her grandfatherâs neighbor. He apparently thought she should have visited more. She wanted to tell him how impossible that would have been since sheâd never even heard of Wally Taylor until she received the notification of his death and his shocking bequest, right when her own life in Arizona had been imploding around her.
A customer asked her a question about the breakfast special, distracting her from thoughts of the police chief, and she forced herself to smile politely and answer as best she could. As she did she was aware of Trace Bowman standing up from the counter and tossing a few bills next to his plate, then shoving his hat on and heading out into the cold drizzle.
The minute he left, she took her first deep breath since sheâd looked up and seen the uniform walking into The Gulch.
The man didnât particularly like her and she had the vague sense that he was suspicious of her. Again, not what she needed right now.
She hadnât done anything wrong, she reminded herself. Not really. Oh, maybe she hadnât been completely honest with the school district about Gabiâs identity but she hadnât had any other choice, had she?
Even knowing she had no reason to be nervous, law enforcement personnel still freaked her out. Old, old habit. Savvy civil servants ranked just about last on her motherâs list of desirable associates. Becca would be wise to follow her motherâs example and stay as far away from Trace Bowman as possible.
Too bad for her, he lived not far from her grandfatherâs house.
She glanced at her watchâone of the few pieces of jewelry she hadnât pawnedâand winced. Once again, time was slipping away. She felt as if sheâd been on her feet for days when it had been only an hour and a half.
She rushed over to Gabrielle, engrossed in reading To Kill a Mockingbird, a book Becca would have thought was entirely too mature for her except sheâd read it herself at around that age.
âItâs almost eight. You probably need to head over to the school.â
Her half sister looked up, her eyes slightly unfocused, then released a heavy sigh and closed her book. âFor the record, I still donât think itâs fair.â
âYeah, yeah. I know. You hate it here and think the school is lame and well below your capabilities.â
âItâs a complete waste of my time. I can learn better on my own, just like Iâve always done.â
Gabi was eerily smart for her age. Becca had no idea how sheâd managed so well all these years when her education seemed to have been haphazard at best. âYouâve done a great job in school so far, honey. Youâre ahead of grade level in every subject. But for now school is our best option. This way you can make friends and participate in things like music and art. Plus, you donât have to be by yourselfâand I donât have to pay a sitterâwhile Iâm working.â
They had been through this discussion before. Her arguments still didnât seem to convince Gabi.
âI can find her, you know.â
She gave a careful look around to make sure they werenât being overheard. âAnd then what? If sheâd wanted you with her, she wouldnât have left you with me.â
âShe was going to come back. How is she supposed to find us now, when you moved us clear across the country?â
Moving from Arizona to eastern Idaho wasnât exactly across the country, but she imagined it seemed far enough to a nine-year-old. She also wasnât sure what other choice sheâd been given because of the hand Monica had dealt her.
âLook, Gab, we donât have time to talk about this right now. You have to head to school and I have to return to my customers. I told you that if we havenât heard from her by the time the holidays are over, weâll try to track her down, right?â
âThatâs what you said.â
The girl didnât need to finish the sentence for Becca to clearly understand. Gabrielle had spent nine years full of disappointments and empty promises. How could Becca blame her for being slow to trust that her sister, at least, meant what she said?
âWeâre doing okay, arenât we? Schoolâs not so bad, right?â
Gabi slid out of the booth. âSure. Itâs perfect if you want me to be bored to death.â
âJust hide your book inside your textbook,â Becca advised. It had always worked for her, anyway, during her own slapdash education.
With a put-upon sigh, Gabi stashed her book into her backpack, slipped into her coat and then trudged out into the rain, lifting the flowered umbrella Becca had given her.
She would have liked to drive her sister the two blocks to school but she didnât feel she could ask for fifteen minutes off during the busiest time of the morning, especially when the Archuletas had basically done her a huge favor to hire her in the first place.
As she bused a table by the front window, she kept an eye on her sister. Between the umbrella and the red boots, the girl made a bright and incongruously cheerful sight in the gray muck.
She had no idea what she was doing with Gabi. Two months after sheâd first learned she had a sister after a dozen years of estrangement from her mother, she wasnât any closer to figuring out the girl. She was brash and bossy sometimes, introspective and moody at others. Instead of feeling hurt and betrayed after Monica had dumped her on Becca, the girl refused to give up hope that her mother would come back.
Becca was angry enough at Monica for both of them.
Two months ago sheâd thought she had her life completely figured out. She owned her own town house in Scottsdale. She had a job she loved as a real-estate attorney, she had a wide circle of friends, sheâd been dating another attorney for several months and thought they were heading toward a commitment. Through hard work and sacrifice, she had carved her own niche in life, with all the safety and security she had craved so desperately when she was Gabiâs age, being yanked hither and yon with a capricious, irresponsible con artist for a mother.
Then came that fateful September day when Monica had tumbled back into her life after a decade, like a noxious weed blown across the desert.
âOrder up,â Lou called from the kitchen. She jerked away from the window to the reality of her life now. No money, her career in tatters, just an inch or two away from being disbarred. The man sheâd been dating had decided her personal troubles were too much of a liability to his own career and had dumped her without a backward glance, she had been forced to sell her town house to clean up Monicaâs mess, and now she was stuck in a sleepy little town in southeastern Idaho, saddled with responsibilities she didnât want and a nine-year-old girl who wanted to be anywhere else but here.
Any minute now, somebody was probably going to write a crappy country music song about her life.
To make matters even more enjoyable, now sheâd raised the hackles of the local law enforcement. She sighed as she picked up the specials from Lou. Her life couldnât get much worse, right?
Even if Trace Bowman was the most gorgeous man sheâd seen in a long, long time, she was going to have to do her best to keep a polite distance from the man. For now, she and Gabi had a place to live and the tips and small paycheck she was earning from this job would be enough to cover the groceries and keep the electricity turned on.
They were hanging by a thread and Chief Bowman seemed just the sort to come along with a big old pair of scissors and snip that right in half.
Pulsuz fraqment bitdi.