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First published in Great Britain in 1997 by Marion Boyars Publishers
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Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Keep Reading
About the Publisher
At Charing Cross the two underground trains passed each other like tongues of flame. Ez Murphy saw, in the window’s reflection between a young girl and an elderly woman, his own face dark with the lights shining white on his broad cheekbones.
The trains roared and razored in the confined tunnel. As they crossed, his faded image, obscure against the glossy dark, was thrown into sudden prominence by the rush of white lights behind it. The faces of the two women became ghostly, obliterated by the surging luminescence.
He was in his early forties, well-dressed, stocky, broad-shouldered. In the reflection opposite, his hands floated up to adjust his tie, a startling negative against the washed white of his collar. The two trains passed. During the ensuing silence the faces of the women were restored again, two white flowers.
The train traversed several other stations before it finally slid to a stop with a brief squeal of acquiescence. The doors rumbled open. Ez stepped onto the dimly lit platform and walked to the sign marked EXIT. It was eight twenty-two by the station clock. Travelling up the escalator, he put his ticket in the machine, then paused in the concourse. He felt a sudden, inexplicable urge to see daylight. Walking up a flight of grey flagged stairs, he stepped out into the street.
Drifts of London sunlight touched his eyes; a flock of pigeons wheeled above the buildings. Traffic fumes hung over the city.
He approached a sign on a wrought iron stairway which said GENTS. Straightening his tie, he walked down the steps. At the bottom, he faced a turnstile. He glanced around for assistance, but could see no one. Shrugging his shoulders, he shifted the change in his pocket and put ten pence in the slot. Then he walked through the turnstile and paused to glance around him.
The interior was faced with geometric tiles, white with a motif of green. The floors were meticulously clean. In the background he could hear the occasional hiss of the fountains. On the right of the entrance, set back discreetly into a wall of rough, whitewashed plaster, was a green-painted door marked MANAGER.
Ez adjusted his collar and knocked.
After a while, the door opened. The man facing him was as tall as a beanpole. His clothes hung on his skinny frame. He had that almost albino whiteness of certain Jamaicans on the south side of the island. Standing in the doorway, he considered Ez for a moment.
“Mr Murphy?”
“That’s right.”
“Josiah Reynolds.” He seemed to pause for several seconds, and Ez gained the impression he was trying to work out something. “Come in, come in.”
Reynolds stood aside. Ez stepped into a small, neat office with a wooden table and several folding chairs. Against the wall was a filing cabinet, on top of which was a shelf with some grey box files. The only decoration on the walls was a white calendar without pictures, covered by the heavy black print of dates. Ez gained the impression of a pervasive austerity.
Reynolds picked up a clipboard from his desk. He lifted a ball-point from his top pocket.
“Murphy,” he read out. “Ezekiel Stanislaus.”
Ez nodded.
Reynolds smiled, as though in recognition. He indicated one of the wooden seats.
“Sit down, man.”
Reynolds took several paces back and leaned, half seated, on the edge of the table. His long bony wrists emerged from the cuffs. Raising his clipboard, Reynolds consulted his notes.
“You cleaner at Lambeth Council four years. Before that you from Jamaica.”
Ez nodded.
“Which part you from?”
“Brixton.”
“I mean Jamaica,” Reynolds said.
Ez noted the long move of the Adam’s apple in Reynolds’ bony neck. He tried to guess Reynolds’ age. “West Kingston. Greenwich Farm. You know it?”
A thin smile spread across the other man’s face. “Course I know it, man,” Reynolds said. “Mandy’s on George Street. Friday Café. Singular.” He shifted a little against the table. “Aunt Mimmy’s Place. What was it then? Sideways? What is it now?”
“Cornstocks,” Ez said.
“Cornstocks?”
“Selling to Rastas, mostly.” Ez paused, then added, “You live there sometime?”
“Once a time.”
Ez was delighted. He said, “Bacon juice.”
“Bacon juice.” Reynolds laughed suddenly. The corners of his eyes became creased. “All those corner smokers?”
“Still there.”
Reynolds smiled. His face shifted back to an expression of watchfulness. “You know what work is here?”
Ez shrugged.
Reynolds said, “Washing out, mopping floors, keeping turnstiles working, maintaining a change box, controlling the kiddies. Keeping order.”
“Keeping order?” Ez asked.
“Sometimes. Sometimes things get out of hand in the cubicles.”
Ez nodded but he was not certain he had understood.
Reynolds scratched his cheek, a minor gesture of perplexity.
“You religious?” Reynolds asked. “Don’ mind my askin’?”
“Adventist, maybe.”
Reynolds chuckled. “That makes you.”
“You could say.”
“How you like Lambeth?” Reynolds asked.
“So-so.”
“Strange place, man. Council turnin’ itself inside out. Maybe you safer here.”
Ez did not answer. In the silence, Reynolds said, “You meet Jason yet?”
“No.”
Reynolds nodded and moved to the door. He opened it and called out.
“Jason!”
Reynolds returned and leaned back against the table. He smiled, then seemed content to subside into patois again. “Him no dog – like cat, man. Call, him come in own time.”
“He work here?”
“Pass time here,” Reynolds said. “Like you and me pass water.”
Ez watched the movement of Reynolds’ Adam’s apple, the swallow before mirth. Reynolds chuckled softly at his joke.
Not long afterwards a figure appeared at the door, of medium height, slender, with wide eyes and Rasta dreadlocks.
Reynolds said, “Jason.” He indicated Ez. “Meet him here.”
Ez stood up. “Ez Murphy.”
Jason seemed to hesitate. Then he moved forward. Seriously, almost carefully, he shook Ez by the hand. Jason’s right eye was lazy, the left direct. It took a while to work out which eye was assessing you. Back in Kingston they called it chameleon.
Reynolds turned to address Jason formally. “Look after him. He join us now.”
With a brief nod to Reynolds, Jason asked, “You from Kingston?”
“Greenwich.”
Jason nodded.
“Loud place.”
Reynolds translated, “Loud mean good.”
Ez nodded.
“Fat Lion Stevens?” Jason asked.
“He sober.”
Jason smiled. “Too bad.”
“Better show him the ropes, Jason, man,” Reynolds said. “Can’t talk all day.”
Jason turned and departed. Ez glanced at Reynolds, who nodded once, then turned away towards his desk.
Ez followed Jason into the urinals, into the flowing, bouncing light.
Jason removed a key from his pocket and opened a locker-room door. He handed Ez a green overall.
“Fit you?”
Ez slipped it over his shoulders.
“Seem OK.”
Jason reached into the cupboard and brought out an extra mop.
“This for you.”
Ez gripped the wooden shaft of the mop. Jason hauled out a big tin bucket with a heavy handle. He handed it to Ez. Jason pointed to a single tap on the wall with a thick enamel basin beneath.
“Main tap there.”
Jason indicated some buckets lined neatly against the farther wall of the locker room. Several held plastic containers of green fluid.
“Cleaning. Three teaspoon for a bucket.”
“OK.”
Jason indicated a row of boxes containing cakes of antiseptic deodorant for the latrines.
“Replacement.”
Ez nodded.
“You OK? You got everything?”
Ez smiled. “In the Kingdom.”
Ez walked away to the tap, filled the bucket, poured in some cleaning fluid, dipped the mop. He started to work, swinging the mop over the tiled floors.
Jason smiled briefly, put in his earphones, and took up his own mop.
For perhaps half an hour Ez washed the floors with Jason working in the background. He could hear only the faint scratching of Jason’s music.
He swung the head of the mop in long sweeps, quartering an area towards the door and Reynolds’ office. When he had finished he took a long-handled sponge and began to work back over the wet floors.
There was an uneven flow of customers down the steps, through the rattling turnstiles, to the urinals. He became used to the definitions of space, the silences of the tiles, the occasional footsteps of men as they approached the urinals, paused, then walked back through the turnstiles. After a while the flow of men to and fro from the urinals began to remind him of water in its restless inconstancy.
Ez worked slowly towards the cubicles. They were set out against the farthest wall from the entrance, a line of seventeen in all, with wooden doors and solid mahogany frames. He reached the end of the room, then he turned parallel to the line of cubicles and began to work his way to the adjacent wall.
Behind him, the occasional customer entered a cubicle and bolted the latch. He heard the slam of a door as someone exited from a cubicle and then the sound of metal bearings as he passed through the turnstile.
Later that morning, towards lunch, he stopped, blinked, stretched. A man emerged from a nearby cubicle. Ez gained an impression of a City suit, of early middle age, of the brief shine of baldness beneath thinning hair. The man passed through the turnstiles and began to walk up the stairs beyond. He seemed to drift upwards, as though in a trance, towards the grey light of the exit.
Ez put down the mop and walked over to the cubicle.
He opened the door to visit the cubicle himself. But before he could enter, a second man came out, brushing past him, not catching his eye.
In his initial incomprehension it seemed to Ez curiously like a magical trick – two rabbits from the same hat. Or perhaps déjà vu. He tried to assemble an impression of the second man, of a white face with fair hair and almost albino eyelids, of a grey City suit like the first, and an air of calmness or preoccupation. He was younger and fairer than the first man, though they might have come from the same firm, the same office. Ez watched him walk through the turnstiles and up the steps. He listened to the final faint patter of his leather-soled shoes as he disappeared from view into clouded daylight.
He glanced at Jason, who was standing a few yards away, leaning on his mop, watching Ez equivocally. Jason smiled, shook his head, and turned away. He began to mop the floor again. Ez heard the furred music from his headphones, like an insect fluttering against a pane.
Later that afternoon the three of them, Ez, Reynolds, and Jason, were taking tea in Reynolds’ office.
Reynolds said, “How your first day going?”
“OK, man.”
Jason sat in his chair chewing a biscuit.
Ez said, “Funny thing happen to me.”
Reynolds sipped his tea. “What?”
“I was wanting to visit a cubicle – you know. Someone come out and so I know it is free. I go to open the door and … another man come out.”
Reynolds watched him carefully, as though trying to calculate Ez’s comprehension.
After a while, Reynolds said, “So?”
Ez shrugged. “I don’t understand it. Two men in there.”
Reynolds sipped his tea and chewed his biscuit.
“What don’t you understand?”
“One man sitting, one man waiting. Why don’t he wait outside?”
Ez looked at Reynolds’ face. Some faint appreciation entered his thoughts.
Reynolds considered him. He observed several expressions move across Ez’s features.
Ez said, “You don’t –”
Jason seemed embarrassed more by Ez’s innocence than the subject under discussion. He shook his head and looked away.
Finally Reynolds said, “You don’t know?”
“Don’t know what?”
“Happening all the time,” Jason said.
“What happening?” Ez asked.
“All the time,” Reynolds repeated. “Reptiles.”
Ez looked from one face to the other.
“Men are …? Two in …”
“Sometimes three.”
“No.”
Jason said, “One time, five.”
“Five?” Ez was incredulous.
Jason nodded. “Five walk out.”
They paused. Ez sipped his tea and considered. Neither of the other two spoke.
After a few moments, Ez said, “What you do about it?”
Reynolds shrugged. “Stop it getting out of hand.”
Jason moved on his chair and nodded. “That the truth.”
Ez said, “Why they wanting to do this, man?”
“We don’t ask why, man,” Reynolds said. His voice had the singsong of patois. “We don’t keep their conscience, we only keeping order.”
“Why they do it here?” Ez asked. “Why not somewhere else?”
“Where else?”
“Better than out on the street,” Jason said.
Reynolds and Jason laughed softly. Jason said, as if by way of confirmation, “Better than the pavement.”
Ez waited patiently for their mirth to subside.
“They got a compulsion,” Reynolds explained. “You see them, looking about, hoping to catch someone’s eye.”
“What you do to stop them?”
“We can’t stop them looking about, man. If they loiter too long, maybe, we ask them to move along.”
“Sometimes another one come,” Jason said. “They go into a cubicle. Two of them.”
“How?”
“When you not looking. One go first. Wait awhile. Then another. Slippery, man. But once you know they in there, you can make it difficult. You knock on the door. If nothing happen, you put a big stick under the door, rattle it about.”
“A big stick?”
Reynolds stood up, walked to the farthest corner, and picked up an oversize wooden walking-stick that leaned against the wall.
“You knock this against their ankles.”
Jason said, “You rattle their cage, man.” He laughed openly, shaking his head.
“Sometimes it doesn’t work,” Reynolds said. “Sometimes nothing happen.”
Ez swallowed. “What then?”
“You just have to wait for them to come out.”
Ez didn’t bother to hide his consternation. He knew he was under observation but he had moved beyond surprise. He looked from one to the other. Reynolds gave him a straight stare. Jason softly shook his head and turned away.
In the evening, as Ez took off his overalls and put his mop in the cupboard, Reynolds asked, “First day all right?”
“Fine.”
“Think you last?”
“Believe so.”
Jason drifted out on his way out through the side-door.
“Bye, man.”
Reynolds put on a scarf and coat. “See you tomorrow.”
Ez nodded. He followed Reynolds out into the winter dusk. He heard Reynolds lock the heavy door behind them, using several keys. Then he walked towards the underground station, past the grey and blue fluorescent lighting of the shops.
Pulsuz fraqment bitdi.